Wednesday 23 November 2016

Assign men ts?

Feeling insecure.
Will these tasks be done on time?
Will the group members cooperate?
What will they think if I suddenly changed something?
Will they happily accept every tasks that I ask?

Why you ask?
Why you think?
Why you worry?

Who created things like assignments and squeeze every single second of youth into stress? No, you have to enjoy it, because like it or not, it makes your parents, tutors and lecturers proud. It makes you proud too. :)

Hold on and strive on.

You know you can do it ;)

Yes you can.

Monday 31 October 2016

The..end of conversation :p

I really like to talk.
I can keep on talking and talking when there is a right person to listen to my stories.
But..sometimes I really find it difficult to start a conversation when people around me do not know how to continue the sentences I said (This is the real feedback that I get from my friends and siblings around me) which make me quite worried about my speaking ability.

What's wrong with me? What's wrong with miss chatterbox?
This makes me really..really..worried
Did I use technology products too frequent that requires me to think and reply ASAP so that I never think very carefully about what I am going to say and then I lost my ability to start a conversation? Or it is normal when you think that you are already a grown up so you couldn't say anything that is on your mind?

I tend to speak more to friends or family that we used to talk a lot and almost about everything. I started to live in a world that was built just for me and for people that really wanna have some talk with me. I tried and tried until one day I realised that it is not the point that you are good in having a conversation with people or not but is about the who and what you're talking to and about. Soon I take this thing easily and I started to feel okay when people tell me the problem and I recognise it and take it as a joke.

".... Then, I told the person that tripped me I'm okay."
"..."

That's how I end my conversation. :p

#itsohhhgehh #justtoexpresssomefeelings #mywordsarehardtocontinueisnit?


But! but..but..I will still work very hard to "speak better" in the future.
I will try very very hard... ;)

Thursday 6 October 2016

Hello Momo. :)

It was just a coincidence that i clicked into that blog.
And the timing has just matched that we both having the same problem at almost the same time.
I'm your silent subscriber, Momo. :)

So much love she had poured into.
I see.
I see her fell, i see her cried, even if I'm just a reader of the blog.

Congrats that you've finally let it go.
Wish you have the one and only really blissful one on the next relationship.

Words are powerful when it comes to express feelings.
I can't see you, I don't know you either, but here are my wishes for you.
Momo, yaoxingfu owh ;)

Wednesday 7 September 2016

Final is here!

Feeling stressed out? Nope.
I'm enjoying my final because after this period there will be even stress thing coming on :( I'm trying, giving out my best to move on but it seems like I'm being the old me again, I feel good being the old me and I feel bad..why is relationship between human so complicated?
Maybeijustneedsometime






Maybe.