Getting the feedback of my thoughts are too naive.
Energy depleted within one month.
No more vitality
I don't feel like looking forward to anything, like literally anything
Being requested to see a clinical psychologist was the first step
And then was informed need to eat something from eighth goddess 3 nights in a row
I know, I don't want to.
I clearly know.
But I don't know how to say or express it.
I am afraid that I will gone insane.
For not having the ability to do something for myself.
I thought I started to heal myself I'm New Zealand.
And I am able to continue my healing even when I'm back to Malaysia.
Instead I hurt myself more after I came home.
I shall donate or sell whatever I possessed in this world when I am still alive or when I am still sane.
And Loi Shan Wen is going to take care all of this.
He is also, my family.
Like all of you, who are reading.
And who still care.
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