17 || 工作

亲爱的，你要永远记得，你有工作可做便有薪水可领。

你一点也不委屈。

你付出的时间和承受的压力，皆有薪水可领。

你一点也不委屈。

也因你有薪水可领，却无奈地身体健康暂时负荷不了你需要的精力。但是薪水用来给医药费却绰绰有余。

你一点也不委屈。

见医生的时候，对于自己脱口而出的要健康还是要钱的时候，我不禁莞尔。

那样的我，还剩下，多少时间呢？

13 || You are heading south

You are heading south.

At the end of July.

By the beginning of August.

You are heading south.

We had only have lunch together twice.

And I think that you dislike me.

You are heading south.

You are surprised that all of us know about this.

It is like you would like to leave in a silence and would like to stay mysterious until the end.

You are heading south.

You make me realise that not all and everything can be solved with a friendly smile.

Things might go the other way round if I do so, to flash a friendly smile to anyone I met.

You are heading south.

I wish you all the best in your future endeavors.

And I smiled, when I choose to forget how you make me feel.

Thank you, for everything that you have taught me, directly or indirectly.

10 || It is a gloomy day.

It is a gloomy day.
There is no direct sunlight.
Still, we all know that it is daytime.

It is a gloomy day.
The sky changed its tone to dark blue.
Everything was dark, cold and gloomy.

It is a gloomy day.
I am feeling thankful to be able to sit in my bed.
And keep cosy with my fuzzy blanket.

It is a gloomy day.
Surprisingly, I do not feel gloomy.
But feeling lots of peace with myself and everything around me.

It is a gloomy day.
And it is cold.
I feel like reading The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe with a cup of warm water in hand.

It is a gloomy day.
I am on sick leave and in my bed.
Thinking about lots of things that I can do and I cannot do.
Hoping that the sun will break through the united gloomy clouds.
And shone a ray of sunlight on all of us.

I love sunny days.
But I do not hate gloomy days either.
Only if I get to stay cosy with warm water and my favourite book.
Gloomy days can be great, too.
For it is a gloomy day.

如果说...

如果说日记装着人每一天的喜怒哀乐

那我所唱过并留下的歌声就是我的日记

我想...能够把情绪用歌曲去表达是上天赋予我的能力吧。

没有重复地听竟完全没有察觉，我已经把快乐、静谧、洒满月光的泥泞小路永远地在这个录音里面封存。

这样的唱法给我带来的舒适感，感受到了唱的时候的俏皮、宁静还有一点点...雨后地上有点湿漉漉的感觉。

想把自己暂时封闭在这个短短1分钟的歌声里...因为那感觉让我真的，流连忘返。