9 || Yellow

Some kind of feeling.
Like being hit by a ray of yellow light.
Bright, shallow, but warm enough to wrap me up.

I closed my eyes.
I opened up my arms.
I took my first step.
I dance away.
I twisted and turned and stopped at the end note.

Feeling the warmth.
Feeling myself.
Feeling you.

You, you heat up my heart.
It is you, you make me feel alive.
You make me feel that it is great to feel alive.

I want to record this feeling down.
The feeling of, turning on the heat lamp in the shower.
It was all yellow.

8 || Run away

I do not know.
It is just some kind of feeling inside.

Like I am trapped.
Trapped in a place where I do not know what I should do to get out of it.

Where to run to.
What to do.
Who to look for.

How am I getting out of all these?

Stop thinking and get some rest.
It feels like I am invited to this.
Hey, it is okay to stop.
It is okay to rest sometimes.
It is okay to not feel so restless sometimes.

There will always be light at the end of the tunnel.
So chill and relax, okay?