6 || A needed closure

In that dream, I cried so hard.

So hard until those acquaintances look so awkward like they never expect me to cry.

I guess my main story line will be the same, it is just I chose which path to reach there.

I still miss Aoteora, in a sad way.

Which makes me think that maybe, I need to do something about it if I can.

I am not sure how will the plan of a trip to south island will unfold. 

I just hope that no matter this trip is going to be the closure when the time is right, I am able to smile every time when I'm reminiscing my time there.

The lack of water element in the star map indicates someone without their own style while expressing themselves.

That solves the puzzle of I am, mostly emotional absent.

But that's another riddle to find out I guess.

I will find my way, anyhow.

Hope to see you again, Aoteora.

5 || Scripting

I know what and when I want to do something.

I have the ability to do and know what I wanted to do.

I believe in myself.

I don't doubt and I never.

I can do it.

I used to love blue skies just by themselves, but recently I found out that they look better with other colour contrasting the blue, blue sky.

Like green. 💚

4 || Expressing gratitude.

感恩所有的不期而遇，更感恩所有的相遇。

感恩所有的相遇，即便只是一个擦身而过。

今天出门前有着强烈的感觉，好像会遇见一位很想要对方喜欢我的人。

不管这一天里到底会不会遇到那个人，不管是否因为我的一时大意和对方擦肩而过，

我都很感恩。

3 || Missed the station to get off

It is the first time ever, it took me longer to reach home.

I took trains several times a week, but this is the first time I missed my station.

I was late for my tennis class already but still, I really did not notice anything when the train stopped at the station I should get off.

Feeling worried, heart pumping super fast, I stepped out of the train.

"Everything happens for a reason." I told myself so.

When I lifted up my head and look at the sky after I exited the train station, I smiled.

I smiled, from my liver to my face.

My keeper wants me to miss my train station and reach the station at this timing with the thought of wanting me to see this.

The golden 30 seconds of the day.

I almost cried inside of me because of feeling touched that how my keeper did when it wants to show me something.

But actually, I already got the hint that morning when I'm on my way to work. It is just, I didn't really see it until I saw the golden 30 seconds.

Thank you keeper, thank you for everything.

Thank you for welcoming me to be connected with you through Kinaki.

Thank you for inviting me and Kinaki into your house and have a close chat together.

Thank you for always showing me tje right direction and assuring me the path I am walking is right.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. ❤️