It is tough to express this in words.
It feels like something is going to start all over.
This is very hard to put down in words.
It feels like something in my life has finally ended.
It takes work to put it all out.
It feels like something is about to start.
This feeling.
Is weird.
It is truly a relief when I can look back at the photos again with a huge smile.
Those days were good.
And it is truly a huge relief when I know I can share the photos with people around me.
It was like hey, you have passed the test and now you can face all these after several months of questioning, doubting and pondering.
I can face it all now.
All I wanted to do now
Is to jump up high and shout out
Hip Hip Hurray!
For at least tonight,
at least today,
I can make it through.
Finally, I made it.
It starts today.
at least today,
I can make it through.
Finally, I made it.
It starts today.