Saturday 3 October 2015

A new season.

Time flies, season changes.
That's right, the farewell season is here.
Cards to make, gathering and farewell party to attend. Always wishin' that you guys will have a really great uni life studying abroad, no matter the days are happy or sad, just enjoy it.
Soon you will reach the mountain top and feeling great cuz you've grow up when climbing up the hills, cuz you've learn to be a better person after those days :)
Wish that we will keep in touch although uni life is much more busier than high school, our friendship never change 

Feelin stress...

Muet test in around the corner. Maybe that's the reason I get emotional easily...
At the same time, I think the whole world is an enemy to me. I know I don't have to think like that, I might have more positive thoughts, but I can't. I can't make it. It soon covered with another negative reaction mum made. I know I have to understand as a daughter I should know how to share the house chores automatically, without any request. But this feeling about being treated unfairly throughout my older times has already haunted me for so many years. I can understand why mum make me do this and that but Rome is not build in a day, so do my feelings. The feelings that piling up more and more as days went by, the misunderstanding that gets deeper and deeper without an early realise. Believe or not, the thought has already rooted in my brain and my concept and it makes me feel sad easily. The only way to solve this feeling temporarily is to share this to my close friends and try to get some understanding. But, I can't spread the bad feelings anywhere so I decided to turn it into words that speaks silently.

Ps: Diary a month ago that I found in the draft box. Writing really makes me feel better, something you can't speak? Turn it into words! 😆

Friday 2 October 2015

A letter for husby

The reasons I love you?

I can't answer what is the main thing that I fall for you. Its just, I feel like you're dazzling in the crowd.

You're kind, considerate, loving, caring and what you do is, always pampering me with all your love and make me laugh to give me a nice day ☺ can't state too clear about the reason I fell for you but I always know that I'm too lucky to have you 😘

Little by little, you make me love you deeper than every yesterday. I never regreted about my choice and loving you is the thing that I most looking forward when I opened my eyes every single morning.

With you, I feel like every single dreams we dreamt of can come true.
With you, I feel like I'm so lucky to showered by your love everyday.
With you, I have faith to move on and prove that we are made for each other.

I'm so blessed to have you to stay around me and support me in any aspect I'm doing that is right, always.

To say loud about I will never leave you confidently everytime because you never give me a reason to leave. Although there is, just let the things happen in the past be the past, we will still carry on the values we learned in the lessons to future because people always learn from mistakes.

Relationship is always hard, there wouldn't be rainbows and butterflies all the way in relationship and thanks to this, we help each other to grow and be strong.

Come what may, I will love you, husby.

Hold tight and we shall leap through obstacles, together.