Muet test in around the corner. Maybe that's the reason I get emotional easily...
At the same time, I think the whole world is an enemy to me. I know I don't have to think like that, I might have more positive thoughts, but I can't. I can't make it. It soon covered with another negative reaction mum made. I know I have to understand as a daughter I should know how to share the house chores automatically, without any request. But this feeling about being treated unfairly throughout my older times has already haunted me for so many years. I can understand why mum make me do this and that but Rome is not build in a day, so do my feelings. The feelings that piling up more and more as days went by, the misunderstanding that gets deeper and deeper without an early realise. Believe or not, the thought has already rooted in my brain and my concept and it makes me feel sad easily. The only way to solve this feeling temporarily is to share this to my close friends and try to get some understanding. But, I can't spread the bad feelings anywhere so I decided to turn it into words that speaks silently.
Ps: Diary a month ago that I found in the draft box. Writing really makes me feel better, something you can't speak? Turn it into words! 😆
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