Yeah, kinda hard to express something these days. I don't know but it just express something wrongly still I don't want it to be. I'm afraid that this make me become a weirdo in people's eye. There is nothing wrong to be the "who-you-are" but at some condition I just feel like wanna "camouflage" myself and dissolved into them. if not, I'm too weird, to be.
My friend tell me to never change the real who I am, I agree with that, if I'd changed, that's not me anymore, it was "somebody" already.
I can only take off my mask in front of people who have a strong and natural bond with me. I always think that I'm out going, but now, I think I'm not. Just, not that outgoing haha :D
Sunday 29 September 2013
Wind.
Wrote an essay about my dream holiday, found that I'm weak in composition after these days' test. It wasn't really that hard to express my feelings through words, but when it comes to the change of languages, oops...here's the snap. All I can do now is to do hard to make everything better =) especially my English and BM composition =)
I know I can if I try to do. =)
Heading tuition with a heavy head. It wasn't uncomfortable but some kind of my brain thinks slower than it usually did. I don't know why. Something like the speed of Internet gets slower when you overused it.
Yes, I had overused my brain.
Walking slowly in a very relaxing way, seems like there is no reason to make me walk fast although I'm late. Feel the wind, look at the crowd, avoiding cars when going across the road...everything seems very very peace and happening in a slow tempo. And I like the way it happens on me.
The life without pressure.
That's what I'm longing for. Just enjoy looking around without feeling wasting time or stress. Although a tall stack of books waiting for me to study because the next week is a full schedule test time =) but I just enjoy, enjoy the time passing by.
1 more year at here, and I'm gonna leave this place.
I will cry. I think. Leaving a place like home like this. I've spend a lot of my time at here, more than staying at home. But after one year, everything will change. Can't even imagine what would this place be after I leave.
I love my school. =)
I've learn loads of things at here. Knowing new people, making new friends...... Too many to list out. I promise myself, to go back at least twice a year. To take a look at choir, teachers and even new friends!
It would be great I think. =)
The wind blow smoothly to my face, it is a comfortable and nice evening. And that's where bliss feeling come from, it is from your heart. =)
By Arelisning
07/09/13 5:28pm <3 br="">
I know I can if I try to do. =)
Heading tuition with a heavy head. It wasn't uncomfortable but some kind of my brain thinks slower than it usually did. I don't know why. Something like the speed of Internet gets slower when you overused it.
Yes, I had overused my brain.
Walking slowly in a very relaxing way, seems like there is no reason to make me walk fast although I'm late. Feel the wind, look at the crowd, avoiding cars when going across the road...everything seems very very peace and happening in a slow tempo. And I like the way it happens on me.
The life without pressure.
That's what I'm longing for. Just enjoy looking around without feeling wasting time or stress. Although a tall stack of books waiting for me to study because the next week is a full schedule test time =) but I just enjoy, enjoy the time passing by.
1 more year at here, and I'm gonna leave this place.
I will cry. I think. Leaving a place like home like this. I've spend a lot of my time at here, more than staying at home. But after one year, everything will change. Can't even imagine what would this place be after I leave.
I love my school. =)
I've learn loads of things at here. Knowing new people, making new friends...... Too many to list out. I promise myself, to go back at least twice a year. To take a look at choir, teachers and even new friends!
It would be great I think. =)
The wind blow smoothly to my face, it is a comfortable and nice evening. And that's where bliss feeling come from, it is from your heart. =)
By Arelisning
07/09/13 5:28pm <3 br="">
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| **wheeeee** Thanks for accompanying me throughout my highschool life!! Will miss your soft soft hug always! :3 |
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