I need you now, right now.

Express

Yeah, kinda hard to express something these days. I don't know but it just express something wrongly still I don't want it to be. I'm afraid that this make me become a weirdo in people's eye. There is nothing wrong to be the "who-you-are" but at some condition I just feel like wanna "camouflage" myself and dissolved into them. if not, I'm too weird, to be.

My friend tell me to never change the real who I am, I agree with that, if I'd changed, that's not me anymore, it was "somebody" already.

I can only take off my mask in front of people who have a strong and natural bond with me. I always think that I'm out going, but now, I think I'm not. Just, not that outgoing haha :D

Wind.

Wrote an essay about my dream holiday, found that I'm weak in composition after these days' test. It wasn't really that hard to express my feelings through words, but when it comes to the change of languages, oops...here's the snap. All I can do now is to do hard to make everything better =) especially my English and BM composition =)

I know I can if I try to do. =)

Heading tuition with a heavy head. It wasn't uncomfortable but some kind of my brain thinks slower than it usually did. I don't know why. Something like the speed of Internet gets slower when you overused it.

Yes, I had overused my brain.

Walking slowly in a very relaxing way, seems like there is no reason to make me walk fast although I'm late. Feel the wind, look at the crowd, avoiding cars when going across the road...everything seems very very peace and happening in a slow tempo. And I like the way it happens on me.

The life without pressure.

That's what I'm longing for. Just enjoy looking around without feeling wasting time or stress. Although a tall stack of books waiting for me to study because the next week is a full schedule test time =) but I just enjoy, enjoy the time passing by.

1 more year at here, and I'm gonna leave this place.

I will cry. I think. Leaving a place like home like this. I've spend a lot of my time at here, more than staying at home. But after one year, everything will change. Can't even imagine what would this place be after I leave.

I love my school. =)

I've learn loads of things at here. Knowing new people, making new friends...... Too many to list out. I promise myself, to go back at least twice a year. To take a look at choir, teachers and even new friends!

It would be great I think. =)

The wind blow smoothly to my face, it is a comfortable and nice evening. And that's where bliss feeling come from, it is from your heart. =)

By Arelisning
07/09/13 5:28pm <3 br="">

**wheeeee** Thanks for accompanying me throughout my highschool life!!
Will miss your soft soft hug always! :3

退休

美好的放学后~ 回到家，温习一下功课、看一看小说。很悠闲，不需要烦恼学会的事情。有什么还没有交待、有什么还没有完成。

星期六以后的检讨会议结束以后，就象征着我的退休生活的开始。明年我想要退出执委团，当个快乐的团员，好好参与筹委为我们筹办的活动~ 或者当个快乐的顾问吧，我不想再做这些让我不快乐的事情了。

自6月份的活动以后，我已经受不了这种精神上的折腾了。不断地安慰自己，只要努力撑下去，这个活动以后就不要再做任何的职位了。

或许会觉得自己很自私吧！我决定不顾一切地追求自己的快乐，如果最珍贵的高三过得不快乐，那有什么用呢? =) 对吗?

February.

Sun shone brightly to the earth~ reaching home from fetching brother to school. It was just a short trip, no walking along the street or walking into those early bird called KFC~ (I miss fast food a lot, didn't have it for quite a long time already~ :3)

Sitting in the car, scenery beside me non-stop changing, I didn't go out for a walk for a long time already,neither JUSCO nor KL ( I miss that place quite a lot <3 .="" :="" a="" admit="" and="" because="" br="" but="" corner="" don="" feel="" felling="" for="" free="" fun="" go="" happier="" have="" heart="" i="" in="" it="" just="" like="" lot="" makes="" money="" my="" observe="" of="" only.="" outside="" people="" pictures="" s="" some="" spent="" surrounding="" t="" taking="" that="" things="" to="" walk="" wanna="" was="">
I have written too much about I wanna go out for a walk~ haha

Just, I feel like February is here, and it may be a new, good start. Let me erase away all of my depress feeling in January <3 br="">
It's good to have a new day and a new month <3 :="" br="">