The..end of conversation :p

I really like to talk.
I can keep on talking and talking when there is a right person to listen to my stories.
But..sometimes I really find it difficult to start a conversation when people around me do not know how to continue the sentences I said (This is the real feedback that I get from my friends and siblings around me) which make me quite worried about my speaking ability.

What's wrong with me? What's wrong with miss chatterbox?
This makes me really..really..worried
Did I use technology products too frequent that requires me to think and reply ASAP so that I never think very carefully about what I am going to say and then I lost my ability to start a conversation? Or it is normal when you think that you are already a grown up so you couldn't say anything that is on your mind?

I tend to speak more to friends or family that we used to talk a lot and almost about everything. I started to live in a world that was built just for me and for people that really wanna have some talk with me. I tried and tried until one day I realised that it is not the point that you are good in having a conversation with people or not but is about the who and what you're talking to and about. Soon I take this thing easily and I started to feel okay when people tell me the problem and I recognise it and take it as a joke.

".... Then, I told the person that tripped me I'm okay."
"..."

That's how I end my conversation. :p

#itsohhhgehh #justtoexpresssomefeelings #mywordsarehardtocontinueisnit?

But! but..but..I will still work very hard to "speak better" in the future.
I will try very very hard... ;)